Surgery survival

hopefully this is abstract enough to be explicit, doll-like anatomy.

This presumes that the physicians of the governmental health service went swimmingly.

I made it, heres some photographs

Before

After

6 week of not lifting, 2 weeks for surgery shower-proof scar to come off, 2 days for that padded bandage to come off. Feels like some meshed webbing with painkillers.

Now I have a mesh that could be how my knowledge and foundherentism epistemology made manifest via the physician.

Bandages and socks I had to wear when I go.

Can I have some otium?

Back at it again with the classical labour theory of value

Carenedes attempting to the a typology of work, even though art cannot fall under industrialised white collar work. More like Sport and play, will be keeping track. IDK what he'll say with beep_Boop

How to Read Like a Parasite by Daniel Tutt.

Resentment and otium of the aristocratic class.

This not a dive of an aristocrat or a nilosophy (Ni as in hate)

Yet with such concepts, there's a thing with resentment and the eternal return, which are conservative concepts that have made me think of the literature that I'm trying to reconcile and understand. They may have crept up; this document attempts to rehabilitate while also being western Marxism to a modern conception with Daniel Tutt bringing in other authorities like Byung-Chul Han.

With the attempt to bring the concepts on his YouTube channel and make it a thesis of trying to exploit the little niches of his thought and cynicism that was brought with meaning of religion, morality and all that jazz of not know his attempts with his past. With me listening to the conception of animosity that is made flesh.

I don't know if any of Nietzsche or as they call him an physcopath can be attached today, yet this was insightful. 4.5 stars.

Mimicking high status. Critique of Status'n Immiseration

Where's the class distinction?

Well, this is tackling the Varn vlog on various arguments of signifiers. Leading to preferentialism of informal groups online, with digitized interactions of various belongings.

That the middle class and the managerial class lead into that off of status mimicking of higher classes to lead the development of infrastructure and of commercial law that will lead into that.

For such, though, the code of conduct such dialectics brought of oneself of the commercial law contingent, either of the desires of reaching an infinite moreness or the infinite desire to follow through with them. For this unmeasurable, non-physical infinity, the desire to fill an emptiness of lack is brought to lead into circles.

Circles of sharing. Circles of shaming, Circles of honour. (got poetic at the end)

Video in question. Got a lot on my mind right now.

That time I spent 1000 quid on league of legends.

The need for social approval to be conventional. Attention can do embarrassing things, only if there is an outside force to apply that embarrassment, and since there's no subject to tell you otherwise, the interpellation with the Skinner box of MOBA and the short loops and feedback loops of being preyed on with autistic obsessiveness, not with improvement, only churn a status profit for a company that did not care about me as much as a heavy user.

Then the dull amount of it comes, such a pattern of seeing freedom and its burden. So I'm going to go out with it, with that game, with its community, with the figurines of fantasy of Miss Fortune that I had to stick back together with glue and Fizzlesticks. Collectibles that aren't those silly Funko Pops.

Funkos! Urgh.

It's all gone down the drain; I wanted to connect, to connect with a small rush of solo-mid, and it's still one of the thousand of times that felt like a dronish job. Thank you Interest.

Surgery Hernia day

If I get complications 1-100 and pass.

Donate all my IP into the public domain

I'll ask the guardian about subscriptions.

All my sentiments from my inguinal hernia are different.

The discovery of eliminative physicalism/materialism and the idealistic mindset and How it connects with crunch/hustle culture has been fun. Reductio ad absurdam

The writing and revising of my foundherent beleifs has been valuable. It's so I don't exist as a drone.

I've got some down the pipeline too.

Finding Uniqunamosaurus vid on NFT was a discovery.

Libido, the most mediocre impulse

This is the impulse

now return and do a style/mind of abstract reconfigure: illustrate level up, level down, level right, level right leve-

Yeah, sex work, or prostitution, will not go away with no whining or complaining, and the egg-shell walking won't go away – supplier/vendor complaints.

So now I can't commit to creativity because it's nondeterministic performance, and I'm feeling for something that I can't escape from for all the mediocre porn I consumed and replicated to the asinine addiction. That grate of a twee licentiousness that was commodified and recuperated within, again and again.

Instead of friends, it's buzzworded positivity and pretension of hustles of average. I'm not average; I'm the exception.

Or so I think. I'm only an entertainer; the show drags on. "There will always be a demand in industry for product" So sayeth, Harlen Ellison. 🛋💥🤡 So I go back from exceptional elitism to common sell-out.

Surgery prep, placebo time

Its going to get worse if I don't get this, and there's a chance that I'll be bedbound, and a 100 to 1 chance of complications. There may be a hose to draw out excess fluids; there will be at 7:30, where I'll inhale funny gas while getting that feeling of having half my guts slipping down my scrotum out of me. Along with the weird knots.

2 weeks of not exercising.

Do not want an artery cut and then bleed out. Yet this one is a professional. I'll be gowned and sleep and then wake up, right? Sleep and wake. Wake up with my guardian beside me.

Had this with the back teeth out, lower back teeth. 10 years it's been in and last year it was discovered.

Alan Thrall had a video on it; that cooled me.

Had to pull it back in with knots back on Friday. Sometimes it feels like metal brambles, sometimes it feels like a iron rod.

Psycho Cinema by Helen Rollins

 

It's fun how theories of mind get updated and reiterated.

Apart from misinformation of LLMs and diffusion models on two pages (I'd recommend Nicolas d'Varrreal's A Soul of a New Type for the full epistemology). With collaboration, understanding this tech is possible. Daniel Tutt Interviewed him.

Pretty impressive using psychology and Freaud and Lack, including Hagel. I've seen such modes of thought as enlightening as I explore the manner of idea/expression. With that, such is the commencement of abstract and concrete making of the mind. It's nestled its way through multiple theories of over the political map and other ways that jigger around.

So this one is going the typical dialectical materialism manner of monistic creation. I do like to think mental states can be both independent and dependent, varying on the modes of production. So this fits with the idea that with a complement to the complement of film at the end, it's Slavoj Žižek's Perverts Guide to Ideology extra.

This is total independence with me at my workstation and wordplay right now.

Utility = outcome deon = Intrinsic justness

Is this a call to action to become the editors of all non-mediocrity, or am I trying to interpret it? Yet with the neoliberal paranoia, it looks like this interpretation may not last.

It was all an overview of the course of an art lawyer.

So is the social media machine of advertising revenue of commodification and all that manner of commercial law that it will lead into?

I'm dipping back into Bryan's files and papers again with social sciences; he's trying to argue for the moral philosophy. Being a lawyer, it's his job. Browsing online, with it are all the ways of stochastic gradient descent. Aligning with and heightening of the commodity relations within sociology.

A blank slate, although not reflective of the equilibrium of epigenetic distribution of each and every telonomy of the enabling constraints and biomechanics, can lead to governance away from heriditarian authority. Or aristocratic, exceptional pretensions.

Wow, that's avoiding eugenics here in regard to judgement and police formation.

Collage : My watermarks

not for the DMCA, most current here.