Showing posts with label Milestone. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Milestone. Show all posts

Jun 9, 2025

Birthdays overated 1000 streams past


Now existentially I float considering if these sketches are a thing, even though I did ask that before, now that it's become a sunk cost, and abandoned cost, this was supposed to think with words, not with pictures. Literature crunk, not visual crunk.

What taught me the value of dialogue has only made me think in terms of a dialectical relationship.

What can be done with another non-seo stream where I work on my art and not entertain others to interruption advertising like a React streamer? Despite this rationalisation of a bad attitude, I don't accept it, I only try to be realistic with what is given out dealing with the age.

Move on, was not expecting a return to reciprocity from this. As family matters complicate (see memoirs) I'll merely have to enjoy what I can with the spirit of creation. Guess they will still be bought direct marketing with that herd mentality. I'll have to ignore it.

If everybody is a prospect of return, then everybody, including family and friends is a customer, I don't like that outlook, too transactional.

Wish paths to being better were not so crude. What do I feel now that I've past a thousand streams, of my inner thoughts of being inner sync with my processes?

A deliberate attempt at a focus, I must say.

Aaah, a something from the grandparents, A dog rose.


Jun 1, 2025

1000 blogposts?

 


What a world, This was a literary challenge of journalism and forcing myself to write or defeat writer's block, or the drop a hand through the concept made by Mary Kelly.

This ain't meant to be fully read, this was not designed for that, this was designed for me to learn to write whatever. No matter how offensive or vulgar the thought, it's out now, it's the stuff you do when you say that you're a writer.

All self-edited, ideation made.

Entertainers like Harlan Ellison, Mark Twain and Cory Doctorow have all done it amongst their ventures, such words are meant to be read by a select view and then moved along.

Have decided that I don't care if I do a political essay on my stream, and along with not knowing that I can't really make money. Not that there has been any opportunity.

This was the advantage, as much as it was.

I'll see if I can offer around. Keeping this charity up.

I may write less (Since a post a day is arbitrary as it is.)

I will have to refresh my own strategy or posting and what to post within my head.

The impact of literature; words as an art form as made it's brush with me experientially.

Dec 20, 2023

500 streaming bonaza.

500?? Why? Why. The tired must be there.

Another victory lap, this time it's with streaming. It's been sustainable since I've managed to do it with subjects I enjoy. The tension to perform to twitch algorithms designed to please the masses for advertisements was too much.

It did not feel as much as an overcommitment, rather as a low-effort thing that I was able to do. There was not much traffic though.

Funny how gamified twitch has become, with our own self-appointed brands the with the commercialism. All the lures it needs with the lottery winners on the front page. Another lottery, what a way to go.

Streaming more have made me more of a user than a product. This has to be treated as a business opportunity rather than a medium.

Won't count it as a lost day if I miss a day, though. This is more exhausting to raise the response rates.