Showing posts with label Memoirs. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Memoirs. Show all posts

Jan 5, 2026

Sapiosexual/Demisexual


Cognition and Emotional.

Logos and Eros.

Expression of Philosophy/intellectual cogency and the emotional bonding of intuitions.

Such is a manner of identifying with the continuing expansion of the taxonomy of sexual attractions towards understanding the performance of self.

With that, that merely shows that with the commodifying of community and queer theory with the expression with of ones own sexual identity is a manner of understanding if any of these labels serve, I'm lurking again within more of the ethics of substack, and it's a matter of time to understand new ways to talk with others.

There are a lot of images, either generated or and I'm getting less phased to condemn or endorse, it simply exists.

Thanks queer theorists, thanks non-elitist philosophers. They still keep asking questions and non-questions. Until I go back to work.

Here's a really cussy edutainment piece, with functional philosophy definitions btw, relinking it.

Jan 1, 2026

New Year, Self update and thoughts with Grandad. (Bonus Fave 3s)

Still taking pics of myself, with seeing if I can get a hernia treatment

He's alright, he's resting well with physical treatment doing well. Can't complain with the amount of chocolate that's come in with the off-brand oreo cookies. All part of the life of the Petit boug.

Darn, even unimportant. Feel less hustled than playing the latest video games to game social media
Wow, what's this?
Favourite Youtube Essays bonus!

1. Alexander Aviles : How Corporations hijacked the Anti Ai Backlash 
2. Fd Signifiers : Sinners and the Death of Black Art
3. (Challenger of another view) Peter's Coffin on Bomberguy - On elitism

Fav Podcast

1. Structuralism & Marxism (feat. Nicolas Villarreal) Emanicipation podcast
2. Neitzhe and the left Emancipation Podcast
3  Why Scientists Can't Rebuild a Polaroid Camera [CΓ©sar Hidalgo]

 Fav Substack essays

1. Knifestack: The death of the copywriter
2. Andy Masley : The Ai water issue is Fake
3. Devon Halliday : My Literary Fiction is more literary Than Yours

Fave Edutainment

1. CJ to the X : That Time Disney Ruined Kiki's Delivery Service
2. Flazefire : Twitter Artists (and why they're hated)
3. Corridor Crew : I turned my friends into living Toys

Dec 27, 2025

The land of no boundaries of business guru maxims

 This vision were all the matter. 

With mass advertiser. Goes into the hustle trance.

The way of the machine zone of playing an eternal economy game of physical pleasure/pain, all the complexities between. With the emotional ways and emotional states, compared to the physical states.

Then I'm trying to clamber for an extension, then I'm not, getting substack posts via business gurus, are well, people who happen to keep working, it's all the advice of people who keep workings

How is the motivation doing, self-industry complex? Any benefit? You don't have to follow any of this advice if you don't have a problem. They are nebulously reaching for better within the void of extrajudicial lands.





Thanks, I guess, then there's that phrase in snarl quotes.
Personal brand, not caring about strangers. Guess that's the confirmation a publisher does using the legal fiction. With what a publisher does after all the labour is all collected, his personal value judgement is there.

I can't blame that kind of mindset, if he's running an independent, giving free advice if it does not work or not.

At least you're not selling anything, bud! Well, bought into this.
Took your test on your blog.
Such entertainment πŸ›‹️πŸ’­
There you go, into the sunk cost of getting a book deal (or not) I know you're trying to help. With words of authenticity cropping up again (Illusionist entertainers aren't), then it's the reason this will go.

Where will you stop with the how-to roulette? Reverse engineer.
Well, continue on with your generalities.
(You could consider pablum, what do you think?)
This one's fascinating though, creator economy he's coined? Idk, this may be what publishers give a sunk cost to creatives (Petit boug) Who happen to build their labour of signals of distribution.
Have some more, Philosophy wannabe. Signalling is talking about semiotics? I'm still reading that Umberto eco book with all the academic reading.
He's a slow-down kind of man, I'm a stay-in-sync-with-yourself-man

Solving problems? I like to give my characters problems.

Well good sir, good going on a sunk cost. πŸ›‹️πŸ‘ Like I am.


"Stay Sovereign" Was the email.

Dec 26, 2025

The internal theater of angry visions

Fuming. It happens, its ephemeral, only in an instance of any newsworthiness  buzzwordiness of each celebrity passing.

That impression.

Obsession and pretension over porn interests while keeping NSFW porn intake under wraps. Then they return to the popularity contest. Macro scale, impossible to control.

Pretend is to claim/demand etymological, everybody's a critic, everybody's a reply man.

Oh, How I desperately need to curate it all, How I need responsibility.

So my algorithm ( ha ha, they say there's none, fire hose is an algorithm ) bubbles and filter.

Thanks workplace. Time to self-regulate again.

Dec 25, 2025

Holiday of convention convenience. Or on the arc of justice.

I hope Grandad gets the card.
Look at all those presents and pleasantries. I need family, actual family. Not a family that's found, or showing up, well. There's a book for that now, so many specificity I can get to.


Happy Holidays!

Dec 19, 2025

Why i may not be a comic artist.

Contemplation, I'll continue zining. Yet a need the negative space to propel forward.
  • Low pay: Lack of wages since it's one of the passions that can't be fuelled and be profitable, that's a reality with most creative industries. Or, oxymoronically, it's due to creativity might not pay off, an indertinimate amount of trying to make something new.
  • Abusive Supervisors with awful labour management practices/ No labour protections: This comes from expierence, I brushed with them twice , Well, with graphic design/illustrator jobs.
    I learned more from Eric Helms bodybuilding pyramid and then that. Realistic, enjoyable, and flexible.
  • Hustle Mindset: Level up! Power scaling! Amelioration for the sake of it, when all the labour puts down with the distribution being sent online for a microblogging platform that only expects pornographic performances, or something to that of copywriting. A mental model that's never good enough with the metric that can harbour averages.

    There's a ladder, and there's a bridge to sell you, so many with the how-to-industry complex.

  • Art is mere copyrighting commodification: Well, You know if you know. At least I know I'm a hackneyed entertainer for transparency of my aesthetics with what I show, like a magician's illusion, because I find it fun to hold attention. They do have a vanity with the delusions of grandeur. Especially with the industry of publishers of copyrighting for them with PR. Lack of self-respect with the field of not protecting there labour.
That's water is wet moment. Yet I do it anyway.


 Other than that, the vision of making a storyboard to life continues.

Dec 16, 2025

Marked for death/Marked for life


 Since certain things are blind side themselves, the doctrinaires that fly in my for-you feed with the occasional posturing the random beep boop hate.

I don't have to time, An alternative opinion is what I'm showing.

Already, they could frame this tweet, quote-mine it, then make it into a call-out post to try to get clout, yet I know better. Well, esteem, it's one big fluff of a drug. Only thing to proceed now to see others who have been through the dip and blocked, with the way of having.

Not curious or interested.
Do they realise that I'm dancing and contacting the catgirls and the furries of open-source, along with all that LLM/diffusion model discourse? Well, If they find this and take offence, that's a life.

Gamers are so, so behind on this, it ain't even funny any more.

@aelkus.bsky.social‬
"it's doomed on arrival it's doomed on arrival.
Hard to know where to begin. "AI" includes things as simple as heuristic search (go to first few chapters of the market-leading textbook). It is checking your credit card for fraud (neural network's early usage was in bank/credit transactions). Verbal creep is akin to what happened to "algorithms"
People's relationship to "slop" is also complicated. I hate a good deal of slop but also am an unabashed fan of AI-created cyberpunk electronic mixes, which I take mostly for what they are as background music much of the time
Framing as "anti-AI" at best gives you a high-end status market category, like "GMO-free" and crunchy stuff that eventually gave us RFK Jr and antivaxx crowd
I think a much more feasible thing to lean into is just the consumer backlash that is going to come after vendors realize corrosive effect of low-quality saturation 
‪Damned Robot‬ ‪@supremerobo.bsky.social‬· 3d
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AI will probably end up being what is used to filter out Chinese factory dropshipping goods on Amazon once consumer anger forces action
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barriers to entry will go up and its going to be interesting to see what kind of signifiers of quality will win out. history suggests they could take many different forms
i don't really have much of a clue about what they will be, in large part because vendors' interests also determine this as opposed to just consumer demand. remember chaos after FB tweaked its content recommendation/boosting software repeatedly? Fortunes instantly lost overnight
i do feel fairly confident that the crunchy approach probably leads to a dead end

Dec 15, 2025

Debate aggro


I haven't been found out by them yet, with my positions, with my ideas being blacklisted.

All part of the business of being rejected.
So, what happens when it comes to trolls who aggro and seek clout, then it's time to deny. Between status seeking and the status rejection (Recursive status move in of itself) then it's a go ahead that we are the times of our those who attack.

Those who is a doctrinaire
Those who bully
Thoe who trantrum

Welp, Seth? What do you have to say about trolls? With your public domain contribution?

 My feed may need curating again, from spammers and troll.

Have a video.


Dec 12, 2025

Surgery checkup, public service.

This is for my hernia, I'll have to make sure it's quick and painless. This is a checkup, on Thursday.

Physicalism has made a public good that has served us, for good or ill, depending on that. It's why i made Kyro a civil servant. Freelance, and a Bodyguard for the silvers.

I'm looking at governmental videos, this one economic justice by a Sheffield professor, scary topics of polemics don't scare me any more. Well, except for America, and it's obsession of spectacle, being unserviceable to everyone.


He talks about Reforms, yet I'm leaning into the non-negotiable ways of revolt in decentralised lands.

Yet I don't like being infantilised by the entertainment industry complex, wanting their bread and circus. Hardest thing getting exploited by that, the private companies
, including their pr lackeys over that. They will do anything for that clout, even I may be clouting with this post.

(Post edit Couch Gregor, Yeah, finding new videos on my tab and algorithm, finally, including a builder's one. That's some of these days in my diary. )

Dec 10, 2025

Clown shoes to youtube? thoughts on glamour medium.


 I'm not in a state to make YouTube videos. Since reaching a mass audience is a matter of crapshoot, a commitment. Everybody is everywhere, even with Seth Godin and other marketers everywhere.

That's value.

Why oh why, I must seek metrics, when I can only see it through the conduct of others and the direct market measurements with the metrics, when they follow through and power leads into new leaders through all the way. Yet I know they all do underground electoral meetings of status. There's only a baseline of interest with the celebritydom of social media.

Am I survivor seeing all the status functions happen with each point of time?

Oh well, the tension of the typographical and Televisual mindsets are always with me.

Nov 20, 2025

My foundherent philosophy beliefs

Self-portrait time.

My entertainment persona, is only part of being a memoirist. Mesmerism ain't in my cards, Under the veil of fiction there's a man, inspired by Andy Masley.

Consider using this to start my foundherent belief manifest. Part of my memoir series. It's not a fixed epistemology and coined by Susan Haack. Will begin with this framework. Have a peer of my simplistic and limited view of the world, of handling radical difference. From Stereotype to Archetype, and then into Reality comes my vision.

I don't have the expectation of somebody clicking my links, I'm doing it so I can check it out. Along with others.

Almost Complete certainty, Founderhent Belief.
Things I'm going to carry till the end of my lifespan.
  • Naturalism exists, (introductory article here.) Since the doctrine means that sciences of physical to the sociological do matter. Contingent and downwards of our rational facilities dependent.
  • Moral Desert does not exist. or, Polemics ain't serviceable to an entertainer by definition. Rehab and deterrence prefably as a performer. Not because it's for a living, because the magician loves to conceal and hold attention.

    Also, I don't like being too presumptive. Human rights have been putting my in that mindset.
  • Personal identity reductionism/non-realist or the Buddhist (anatta) is reductionist. Radical, or the identity we make, it's constructivism to perform for informal groups. Or the more formal groups officially anointed by the state. The fictions of self we make are great entertainment, though.

    It's all into status roles and state within our linguistic make-up within our discoveries circles.
  • Political egalitarianism, ideally, everybody rights are respected. Even with the critiques of the Marxist labour of value (the internet is a counter to that.) Well, I'm not a Marxist in the doctrinaire sense, more a sociologist. Since I'm an entertainer, I default to social democracy.
  • Epistemological foundherent holism and no fixed fundamentalism, I rest within the distribution of laying along and correcting my beliefs as more convincing evidence comes along. All part of the dialectical within the sociological mesh we exist.

    Both Positivism (Quantitive) and antipostivism (Qualitative, Interpretationism.) Leads me into a descriptive, structuralist conclusion. I do like the big picture. A complexity that I embrace and a way away from radicalism.

    Why not both? Natural sciences and the sociological ones of teleological agendas.

Pretty sure beliefs, mid-certainty
  • Vulger Populism/Mob Rule indefensible : High school, enough said.
  • Anarcho-capitalism is an oxymoron because it requires a state to enforce a monopoly or monopsony. Self-ownership is an absurd concept.

    Property laws need governments to enforce them, with that the market won't exist, so no government, no free market. Thug rule.
  • Value Incoherence and Pluralism, both combined, help liven the discourse within academic circles to help coexist. Axiological, scaling and video gaming of entertainment makes my private companies won't help.
  • Entertainment secularism from Academic, Law, Journalism, and Education and Religion, While I'm against the Platonic elitism in general, they're a field where more qualified voices count in regard to the scientific method and not fall victim to the race to the bottom of the vulgarisation of entertainment. It may not draw in the crowd as better, we need for better mass communications in regard to these more delicate fields.

    Academia and the main road, or what Susan Haack called preposterism where education was befallen to ad creep. Commercial speech ain't the same of any liberal right of freedom of speech and expression. Even if it does not exist at this reactionary capital.

    Not everyone is entitled to their opinion/expression, as in walking in a bank in a clown costume there may be, problems. Freedom of speech is a liberal right of non-state intervention, and I don't have an obligation to pay it any respect unless there's litigation. No, I don't have to respect that liberal right of non-state intervention.

    Only with the dance of the typographic and televisual states of our mode of production that we can lead towards edification.
  • Non-Utilitarianism and Deontologist of Legalism can lead to a race to the bottom and should be with the deontology governance best interests to moderate it.
  • Atheism : Secularism Yet I respect internalism if their rituals do not interfere with the state. Pretty sure god does not presuppose my thoughts. Even with theological naturalism.
  • Marxism underpinning of sociology never intended to be having his doctrine written in stone and leave a legacy. Regardless, due to it leading to autonomy such as the stonewall riots, I cannot thank him enough with the labour theory of value. So yeah, he contributed. The state should, within reason, stop the perverse incentives of reactionary capital.

    Since with my disagreements with Marx anyway, most Marxists have become Marxists Leninst Maoist, anarcho libertarians, Sociologists and Economists.

    Retired now, still trying to explore new sociological avenues. Also, you can read the firm and have an optioning on it, R.H Coase can get you started with it for the business stuff. Tyranny or aid?
  • Free will compatiblism is needed via the state to hold bad actors accountable for their misdeed, got that one from Daniel Dennet. Along with deontological structure to help organise society to help coexistence. One could say this is my politics/government opinions
    Oh, there's my naturalism and theory of compatibility of free will.
  • Marx was a naturalist with scientific determinism, so scientific realism model.
    Since science is our reality, academia should be able to help inform our public through mass communications to help our hierarchy of insight. Of our communication of plot the spectacle, academia and the main road.
  • Licence witherism: The privatisation of property should be resisted, for whatever reason, people should not create an entire industry complex of reasons concerning Platonic natural law. There's a reason why rights are not natural. A handshake deal and a deal is a deal. Pacta a sundra.

    Marx was inconsistent with this, So Aaron Swartz goal with the creative commons is to help the Petit Boug (Like me) able to structure entertainment with the productive forces. Enclosure of the commons should be resisted.
  • The right to the city matters with holding from reactionary capitalism. Since, capitalism has provided us with plenty of benefits, including welfare. One should be acting autonomously, away from those who own the means of publishing and reactionary strains to decommodify with the market metrics being organised.

    We can't mutual aid state capacity with cooperatives, though, That's the point where I can't take anarchists seriously.
  • Animal cruelty witherism: The meat industry complex is cruel and it should be regulated. Despite my omnivore, a reduction of protein could lead to weight maintenance and a more deontological society.
  • I'm a bit iffy on electoralism, rather expressing the right to a protest whenever needed.
  • Mental/Status Functionalism : We, in a society from the profession and de-professionalise are designed for status role play and seriousness. Everything from the input and out of our wishful intentions and from our workful labour expressed is a manner of interconnectivity that creates our own interactions.

    These are ingrained in our structures. From informal groups into a start of our formations.
  • Semiotic reductionism rather than a semanticist, not a Saphir Whorf Hypothesis I'd prefer to think visually rather than verbally, although I find great value within literature and the art of the verbal expression. Words do not change how we ontologically behave, all the symbols and the symbols.

    That being said, the cartoonist/scriptwriter can do well to know about narratology, patterns of narrative that can lead towards a structural understanding filling the semiotics with. There's only so much praxis that can be accomplished
  • Experience machine would be a bad time, Brain stimulation reward is a race to the bottom. (Here's the thought experiment)
  • I understand the tension of deontology/dialectical materialism, so I may add the capability approach to making Marx compatible, John Rawls had an approach too, ain't touching that. Can't read all literature.
  • (Experiment here)P-Zombies aren't real due to the Gradualism of the mind. So it becomes a naturalised
  • Moral Realist, Experimental ethics yet with model science can't answer everything, non realism can be entertained though. Still up.
  • Structuration of aesthetic value: While subjective outsider art exists. Welfare is meant to help the mid-class with the enhancement of the productive forces. All part of pluralism.
  • Gettier justifications being fully complete: That's where true justified complete belief comes in.
Stuff I don't have the foggiest, difficult
  • Mathematical realism and non realism : Sure, evidentialism could suggest a discovery of counting, yet such a thing is up in the air.
  • Qualia: Fascinating area of study, haven't specialised in the theory of mind that much, leave that to psychologists.
  • Time Theory. B and A theory. Seems fun! Still a hole in my foundherentist framework.

Boom, that's a life. Independent.

Thanks for reading.

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Nov 8, 2025

speed format conclusions



Badmouse said that streamers earning fame ( or infamy symbolic relatable capital ) and money hinders the overall struggle.

I say, yeah as an activist, no as an entertainer. Yet, do these editorials say otherwise, ho ho ho, well, you do encourage me Harlen.

Staying in sync is the most important of all these.

Since streaming is the best take to be able to manage ones one personal space, there's no editing, one clear distinction between editing (non-sync) and unediting (sync).
Leaving a trail, editing along the genealogy of ideas to pluck out moments of consciousness. That is one sense, to bring verisimilitude with the work.

Oct 30, 2025

Time for Lanterns

 Start of walk today, then it ended in lanterns. No appetite for the potatoes as a brought back one with the swan.

It's the celebration of lanterns, making time out of zines with my manners, and it's all the family thing.

I do keep promises of keeping family first, all those streams I do are mearly sprinklings of an entertainment guy who decided to stream to get in tune with the project.







Oct 16, 2025

Hypocritical Stream of consciousness is the point. Inconsistent bibliography.


(Wip for environmental sketch for HPComic)
So, I haven't read James Joyce yet, guess I'm not a savant.

Yet this stream of consciousness where i entertain thoughts without committing to them fully is point, if they get offended or not, outside my purview, like how did can be responsible for that?

Is disclosing a bibliography a rant? Not that i know off, well, it could be a that i disclosed and overshared. Well, the bibliography is the part where one should overshare. Those are all the sources.

Authors can be authors without becoming authoritative on this, under there own volition of responsibility to do what they want and not intrude into others self-defence function for each other, co-exist.

They can be direct with me if my indirect bibliography in this blog.

πŸ›‹⭐

Here it is. Minus the sex joke.

"Heya, bibliography thoughts on Ai. (Hopefully I don't get blown up by a butlerian jihad like in dune ) It's not that simple. So it's why I'm showing it. @sunnmcheaux and @Austinmconnell has done reasonable takes, Flazfire has done a video on Twitter Artists and how annoying they are, yet I think he's wrong on plagiarism and environment. That's youtube. Alexander Avile is the top banger though. As for environment, the accurate take was by Andy Masley on substack, I'm being anti-doomer on this while taking a more preperationist stance like Neil Postman. Reading his Technomoply and Amusing ourselves to death.

It even intersects with Media Theory, Tim Wu Attention merchants, Matthew Bartholmew Adcreep, Seth Godin This is Marketing, (He has done a course on AI) Doug Ruskoff The Merchants of Cool and the Generation Like Documentary. Even Harlen Ellison The Glass Teat and the Second Glass Teat editorials on the television industry complex. Herschel Gordon Lewis books on copywriting. Woo! Foundherentism of evidence matters is why all these theories intersect like a crossword, By Susan Haack. Moral theory to Deontology and Utilitarianism somewhere in the background. Thank you! Phew πŸ›‹️πŸ’¨ Feel free to ask questions."

Yet, I know with this prosumer culture, do they care? Am I showing off? Or is it the part that is required? Well, it matters to those who read, no point to those who are illiterate, or the post illiterate now.

Can't lapse into consistency for consistency’s sake. Or simplicity for simplicity due to me not being able to face the Curse of knowledge with these simplified platforms of micro-blogging memes and gag shorts.

Those platforms are designed for those who don't read, and don't have a bibliography there, I will have there. It will remind me of the curse of knowledge which will permit me for another post.