Did I see an embarrassment? Failed Irony? Insight that are my creativity ain't going to be rewarded by the financial goals of ad driven sites?
All rhetorical questions. Yearning for imposter syndrome, within fictional entertainment.
There could be a billion reasons for a single view on my channel, and they could be a much more. Ain't my job to probe why. Pretentious meeting simulator within network television. That's mass media. There goes more attention to a sloppy crypto ad.
Getting off twitch has been a boon, oversharing is exhausting.