Friday, June 9, 2023

Birthday!


Ping! What a wonder! Another point in the manufacturing date!

34.


I'll most likely have cake. Grey hair is coming in, yet another point date of being made. Or was I made?


A little story on how this all started.


The photograph that started the llama inspiration, it was an alpaca within a petting zoo.

This is what happened when I wanted to turn it into something better. So what originally was an alpaca. Became a llama, an active llama, a coach.

A coach since the coaching my body into shape was the thing I did, so that was a reflection of that.

Eventually the colour scene changed, and the anatomy to affected by my natural bodybuilding. This is the start.

Yeah, this happened. I was still cutting while I was doing this. So it was lanky as I was. Others had said it looked more camel than llama, so I took note.

It was at this time that I had started to blog as a matter of disciplinary practice to follow a schedule. The natural bodybuilding I had used to solve my back and calf problems was useful enough to show me the importance of showing up. Even if nobody else did. I kept at the gym as a matter of making a better version of myself, not to make a living or what an audience thinks. Thankfully I had room to experiment, so this time was fun as I did a stream of nothing but Ronnie Coleman going "Yeah Buddy" over and over again for the fun of it. That was my crowning achievement, to stick to a schedule no matter what.

Felt an "all is lost" moment when I had become a couch due to a spelling error within a twitch renaming box. Yet, I decided to turn lemons into couches and make an old green couch in my living room into something more sexualized.

It was not really fetishization at that point, yet a way to have fun to see if
I can get a positive response from the furry/oc group with this character.

It was an interesting problem, playing by the wind.



I'm still not swayed by the ab-tested algorithm of twitch if it's got no interest on supporting my endeavours as a mature entertainer and coach. If it wants to make me jump through these hoops, I know I don't have to since the gatekeepers are having less and less power over the internet. Artists can vote with their feet if the rules don't play into what they are trying to do. Not become a product.

My fursona went under revisions. So did my couchsona.



It's a reflection of schedule, most of everything.