I've basically written my first manuscript on my foolscap, all that needs is some love and care. Easier said than done! The articulation of ideas is done.
To dare to be mythopoetic, going through an existential struggle of becoming and see to it, the creative work must be worked through. That all the uncertainty will never go away.
No new shows, no new media, no new inspiration. Expiration and calling it. Done by the dot.
Alone, remote effective work is where it's at. That's the freelancers way.