From before, the drive.
Artists from art education expect to be picked for a sinecure once they have graduated from a famous art school, yet that's never the case.
This self-importance will have to be unlearned. It's the delusion that the mass blanket of society gives. Where importance of specifity can only be obtained.
Then theres the lost, with the scraps of infinity pocketed from the internet into personal spaces.
A lot of 'self' huh.