Naive kid back then.
There were a play I was bad at, stuff that I was obsessed with getting 'selected' stuff that I'd be a star, with words I didn't understand. I failed and chocked.
All part of the process of working in front of a crowd with stage fright.
Understanding personal property and items with a present someone winned within a Christmas present, a present of a toy piano. It came with sounds and noises, my young brain wanted it, and I wailed. There was no intention, then it was given towards me as a gift.
That was the last time, filled with the town with the concept of who had all the blocks.