Jaime's gender confusion

I feel it down to my slippers.

Sex Redefined an old article

I'm never understood my sexual and gender direction. It goes left, it goes right.

It goes up and down and everwhere and back again. When i look, it's a paradox that my tradition rejects, with my ow persuit to it having to test the faithful.

Faithful, to this world of what is defined by the taxonomy of sexual organ, that's redefined and remade due to one fit.

I can't decide, even after all these years, this gendet change, gender dysphoria, gender contradiction.

I'm gasping for some concrete meaning, it ain't there though, i define it, it becomes something else. What becoms a cross dress becomes something else, or vise versa.

Even with the confusion, life moves on regardless of gender. This rebellion has become apart of me. Rebellion of all gender meaning.