It's only entertainment silly meetings up lead to Nowhere, all silly pretensions can go to bed.
An overload away from my personal stream.
Angst dissipating.
Made the difference towards a Llama to a Couch.
With irony failed I felt the most tension with imposter syndrome, then I didn't manage, then I broke down and restructured right back up. This was my entertainment persona.121212
Not obsessive compulsive disorder.
All specification and no expression makes couch a hollow artifice, that's what it feels. Game and player passionless cheapness.
All specification and now expression makes a couch a hollow artifice, perfunctory tastelessness that is checked out.
Grooming the metrics. Following smoke and mirrors. Into puffery of software static.
All, make me distress, stress.
Off for now. At least creativity and art remains.
Because perfect ain't the point, the work on spec ain't the point, don't make it the point.
Everybody's too busy hustling for the next SEO event, such a game is an act is futility. Something I can afford to avoid, certainly deserving of humanity. Yet not my beeswax. Energy is the serviceability.
Too busy being a gas station, when it comes to direct response platforms, a gas station with trophies. (Quoting that from Stephanie Sterling.)
The praxis is ill-founded on a set of axis, and getting better at a feedback loop of feeding an algorithm. Not my problem if that's the game they want to play.
Guess with the few who want to enrol along with the ride, and not let others be absorbed by the pretentious mass media rush is going to be the course.
20-30 min read on communities of convenience , by Cory Doctorow. With cussing.
It's more IP than community. The certain dragon I critiqued earlier falls in the category.
I sputter to the spectre, a more direct Call To Action.
"The most direct way is to give Twitch the metrics that it wants, open to anyone looking to share ownership and seeing if I can get affiliate, call me for community action."
"Anybody want to collaborate in making me affiliate? Here my stats, call me."
"Good, Simplify, so the back in the room get the message reaches the ones in the back."
"Please, you're direct care of your audience into my small channel will be a great help."
There were a play I was bad at, stuff that I was obsessed with getting 'selected' stuff that I'd be a star, with words I didn't understand. I failed and chocked.
All part of the process of working in front of a crowd with stage fright.
Understanding personal property and items with a present someone winned within a Christmas present, a present of a toy piano. It came with sounds and noises, my young brain wanted it, and I wailed. There was no intention, then it was given towards me as a gift.
That was the last time, filled with the town with the concept of who had all the blocks.
That's the swirl of the vulgarisation, that is the material, with so-so towards the rule 34 with it. It really is the capitalisation of trends.
Memetic do these eyes explore us. Copying a success repeatedly in hopes that it will come back again.
Thats familiarity, that's proven, that's the same packaged woopity.
With no understanding.
That's okay, it will never get better. It's the same metric hallucination of pop media that comes around, stays. Commercialism of sexual formalism.
Ultimately harmless and of corporations I shouldn't defend.
If it's a lie, then it's a hustle, scam or swindle, Without that transference of feeling. There's a internal placebo to it.
Oh, if it was all so sure.
Belief opposite, scepticism.
Increased Scepticism = Decreased Responses (HGL describe the rule)
And possibly more reaction.
All this 'Powerscaling'
All this 'Practice' Of a system that's making supple and demand that's broken with a platform that refuses to add any curation. All part of the course with learning to be sceptical of performance metric advice.
It's like a carsoul, around and around. Status and green grasses behind, yet it's never that simple.
Performance metric advice, any craft. Is quickly populated and then left again.
It's called social, status, and affiliation are now gamed for interruption advertising, not craft media. Really is a sinkhole. Power scaling to metrics is imponderable and incomprehensible.
'Scuse my rant.