Nov 27, 2024

Commercial Chameloan


There's something that happens to publishers, and I can't blame them for the axiology, it's something that I have to be realistic as they fail in profits.

It's the opportunism and the perverse incentives that follow along with such a race-to-the-bottom, no surprise. The only clarity I get from these decisions that they want to be paid excessively well, beyond magnitude.

Beware of that type of person who will act sycophantic and then not move towards the self-care cost-of-living when it matters. That's the story we all live with. Only one story, though, others not reductionist.

When an indie publisher asks for a delivery of an audience with no strings attached (Or aren't they? Check the contract.) It's a gate keep for the right reasons, a question of utility that's made, sadly dreams aren't meant to be accurate, it's the antithesis to the accurate in order for them to work. It's the obligation of what is made afterwards and then onwards.

Sometimes the ruthlessness is not a negative aspect. Better consistent than a that. Using to whatever passion of belief system to serve happy amateurism.

Nov 26, 2024

A Zealotic Fossil


 "You are a annoying artifact of craven desires, interlocking with the rings of a ageing, sexist oafish retreat. The wolf skull rock " Castella continues.

Theo Slumps in his chair as he is made to be another's spectator.

"You don't think, you don't do, you leer." A production burden of cases and crash-outs. Good luck with me covering my a** this time when it comes to your entertainment shtick goes."

"What so wrong with getting public attention? To hold it, the take care of it." Theo Slumps in his chair.

"Shameless, really, too shameless"

Nov 25, 2024

i walked under a ladder, now it must become inspiration p**n


This is going to be journal level, not Memoir level.

Two construction workers were having a ball, and I was walking my way back to the gym, and it's another day under the belt as it's made. I'm trying to run out of my gym-bro addiction by turning my two hours into an hour with fewer sets and more of a minimal routine, today was not that day though.

I had to walk under, they were hogging the mid-road as I stepped up the orange wires.

I'm reminded of obnoxious Gary Vee, on a podcast that's been led with a cult-of-personality, with various PR working on his name on the podcast of the Spotify, recommended to me. Well Couchy, I'm out of the nest! Please, no, I'm going to not need any guidance when there's this silly hustle-culture bustle, at least Seth was not that bade with such mundane advice, however commodified it was.

Not paying his workers for overtime, tsk tsk.

Then he's deleted.

Wow, if this moment that I walked under the ladder now I'm responsible to inspire for the sake of inspiration. Inspire! Burn the candle at both ends! Now! Spectacle.

no.

I looked up silly superstitions now I spat on my shoe to disspell the symbolic burden of my shoe, dispelling the superstition.

Nov 24, 2024

Writing does not clarify you're thinking


 No it does not change how you think, so writing is this meaning I'm not with it?

5:24

Sapir-Whorf Hypothesis, it's not how it works though.

What am I doing? Endless content ticking for the content gods to animate a space for it to sell to another. I'm never planning to monetize this space, so now. This is mere generiosity to build trust for other, more expensive expressions of that idea that are going later on the line.

Or not, I may nether get the monetization on this luck-based system. I'm never following the standards of productivity according to the west, with my attempts to be a slow-maker it's never that possible.

Yet, here are the efforts to see what I've learned. The Literacy/Commercial distinction now refined into the Brand/Direct-response;conversion of my produce, once dubbed and now made into fresh art slivers. Let this be the flailing towards.

Clarity, Benefit, and verisimilitude. Those are on direct transaction and delivering an audience to point a to point b, anything else though ain't the point.

Or, through the Grice's Maxims too, This binge of language videos, ah.

It's left to the clacking of the mechanical keyboard and a tick tick of a physical little thing of whatever metric there is. Even to none-at-all of no performance review.

Nov 23, 2024

The One and only/remarkability = Law of attraction nonsense


 Apparently SSSniperwolf and react channels are 'unique' and 'one and only' oh, how have the taste of the audience have shifted towards the lower realms. Influencer marketing has been renamed, with the means of attention going round and round.

Do this, remark on it, and pray for luck.

Even that is too seductive of a reverse-engineer. Maybe the same pattern is in taste to new fruit.

Even with a religious workout regime of health and work schedule. Along with a sensible work-life balance. The Element of luck and system from individual responsibility. Along with what is called emotional labour.

The luck could be taken for granted